I m sad

This week is my worst week ever. Last friday I got a phone call from my cousin regarding on one of my father's good friend has a illness. He has a BLOOD CANCER, so my cousin told me if my father and I want to go to visit Dursun(My father friend) in haspital. Last night, my cousin, my father, my father's other friend, and I went to haspital to see Dursun. Before that I knew that they wouldnt let me go to see him in his room, but still I went and I see him behind the mirrors. the reason why I think that is I was sick since saturday morning, I had a bad headeck,sour throth, and I was feeling little dizzy. Therefore, i had to see him behind the mirrors. Today, I had all of these things that i sad, and I was feeling cold. I took couple of pill but still I have that headeck and sour troth. I dont want to go to haspital because whenever I go to haspital I feel more sick...I dont know whats going on with me...well I hope my father's friend will be fine soon.